Pastor Widelson (at right) and his wife (at left) with the children of Mt. Zion

An Embarrassing Moment

Discovering the need for improvements at an orphanage in Haiti

Dear Friends,

When I arrived at Mt. Zion Orphanage in Haiti last month, I caught myself thinking, I’m glad no Orphan’s Tear donors are here with me! That’s a rare thought, because almost without exception I’m wishing you could be along with me. But that day I wanted to cry as I witnessed some deplorable conditions there, and I felt embarrassed that we hadn’t taken care of these needs sooner! It had been a while since I last visited Mt. Zion, and I felt horrible that the needs even existed.


At left, the bunk beds the kids were sleeping on were falling apart, and the mattresses were so old that they had holes in them; at right, the bathroom doorways only had shabby tarps that offered little privacy, not doors!

I learned from Pastor Widelson, the director of Mt. Zion, that prices in Haiti are so high that our support just isn’t enough to make improvements to the orphanage. Our support mainly goes just to provide meals and schooling.

Thankfully it’s not too late to do something now!

So I’d like to provide the opportunity to help improve the conditions for the children at Mt. Zion Orphanage now. Below are a few special projects that you can be a part of if you choose, and I promise to send you updated photos of the changes as soon as the improvements are made!

For the children,

Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear


Beto (in front) with his brother Edgar having fun on a donkey at The Village

Riding High

A testimony from a young boy who once lived on the mean streets of Mexico

Dear Friends,

I suppose having a tender heart is part of the job description for the director of Orphan’s Tear. But sometimes I feel that my heart exceeds the tenderness requirements! That possibility entered my mind as my eyes teared up reading a letter I recently received from a little boy in Mexico called Beto (translated by our dear friend and ministry partner Nicole Fitzpatrick). I hope Beto’s words touch your heart as well…

Hello, my name is Albert Puyicatla Hernandez. I am 8 years old and I have 3 brothers. 2 of them live here with me at The Village and 1 lives with my grandparents in Chicahuaxtla. I have lived here for going on 2 years. Before I lived here, I had never gone to school and could not read or write. My mama could not send us because my dad had abandoned us all and my grandparents do not have any money.

When I lived in our small town, I was always in the streets with my brothers and cousins. They smoked marijuana and would force us to smoke it, too. They would blow smoke into my little brother’s face until he was real high. We’d leave our shack early in the morning and would be like vagabonds in the streets, looking for food to eat and things to steal.

But some brothers from The Village would come once a week preaching in our town and one day they came to my grandmother’s home to preach the Gospel and that’s how my brothers and I learned about [a place where they would take care of us]. When my mother came home one weekend (she works far away in the city) she took 3 of us to The Village. I love living here because they take very good care of us. Now I am studying and I love Jesus. My teacher’s name is Andrea and our school room is very pretty. I am happy.

Thank you for helping Mama Nicole take care of us every day. Thank you for sending us money for food, school, clothes, and everything else you are always doing. We are all very thankful for Orphan’s Tear.

Love, Beto

I’m so thankful that God is in the redemption business and that we get to be stockholders! The dividends are absolutely heavenly!

Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear

Filed under: Mexico, The Village


Humberto has a smile that is a testimony to the love he is now receiving at Home of Hope

Finding Hope in Guatemala

A trip blog from Elisabeth Walter

Dear Friends,

“You know…we have to move here,” Daryl said to his wife Wanda after witnessing the horrific conditions inside a handicapped ward of a Guatemalan hospital. With deep conviction, she replied with just 2 words: “I know.”

Daryl and Wanda came to this life-changing conclusion after seeing children in wheelchairs with their hands tied behind their backs and blankets over their heads—among other inhumane practices—during a 2008 visit to Guatemala. They didn’t yet know the details, but they knew with certainty they had to do something for these children that no one else wants!

Today, 7 years later, I visited 12 happy children who now live with Daryl and Wanda at a place they’ve called Hogar de la Esperanza (Home of Hope in English). As I listened to their stories, I felt so troubled hearing about the terrible situations these children came from.

When many of the children first arrived at Home of Hope, they had already descended into an almost lifeless, unresponsive state. But therapy—and a lot of love—slowly turned them around, and I could clearly see the children are now thriving. Although they were all either orphaned or abandoned by parents unable to cope with their disabilities, they truly are a part of a family now because of the special love and individual attention that Daryl, Wanda and their own children give to each of them. Being in the presence of these precious children and helping them is one of the most fulfilling works on earth!

I’m happy to say that, beginning with Home of Hope, Orphan’s Tear will now be reaching out with compassion into Guatemala. Many of the children pictured below will be available for sponsorship on our website soon!

Thank you for joining us as we go into Guatemala to bless more needy children!

Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear


Though little Rosalinda looks to me like she is only 2 months old, it turns out she is actually 15 months old! Malnourishment from birth has kept her weight at no more than 12 pounds (an average 15-month-old weighs almost twice that). Daryl and Wanda hope that nourishing food and lots of love will help Rosalinda put on some pounds soon!


Yenifer—or Yeni, as she is affectionately called—brings so much joy to the home, and to anyone who meets her


These adorable twins named Racquel and Esther have been available for adoption within Guatemala for over a year. But because international adoption is blocked by the government and few Guatemalans are adopting children with special needs, they are still waiting for their forever family. Until they do, however, they will receive the love and care they need from Home of Hope.

Filed under: Guatemala


Mt. Zion Orphanage in Haiti

This I Know

How do kids cope with living in an orphanage in an impoverished country?

Dear Friends,

Not many things are for certain in Haiti, but most can count on poverty and death.

So how do children, most of whom are orphans, survive such depressing realities while also living in an orphanage? I discovered the answer when I visited Haiti earlier this month with my wife, Kayla, and Orphan’s Tear director Elisabeth Walter.

We went to check on 2 orphanages—Mt. Zion and Mt. Carmel—that Orphan’s Tear has sponsored for many years. We also took photos of the children and received letters they had written to their sponsors as part of our initiative aimed at improving communication and relationships. And lastly, it was a great opportunity for me, as the administrative assistant for Orphan’s Tear, to see firsthand the lives we are impacting.

The answer to my question came as I read some of the letters the children had written. In message after message, the phrase “Jesus loves me” kept showing up. It was everywhere. That’s when I realized their “secret.” Although these orphaned kids live in one of the poorest countries in the world, they are some of the richest children you could ever meet. Their wealth goes far beyond this world, because they know they are dearly loved by their Savior in heaven!

I recalled Jesus’ words in Matthew 6:21 that say, “Where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” The only treasure many of these children have is Jesus Christ. There is much we can learn from these precious boys and girls.

For Christ and for the children,

Jesse Walker
Administrative Assistant for Orphan’s Tear


“Jesus loves me,” Marc Elie knows for sure!


A big name for a little guy: Marc Elie Richard Jefferson gets his photo taken for his sponsor


Pastor Geordany with the 25 children living at his orphanage

Chicks for Hunger

Haiti Trip, Final Blog

Dear Friends,

“I really don’t know how they survive,” Pastor Geordany, the director of Mt. Carmel Orphanage, replied when I asked him how Haitians could pay the high food prices in Haiti. The average cost of a gallon of milk is over $9, and a pound of oranges costs about $5! The orphanage, located in the rural, central plateau near the town of Pignon, buys lower-cost items such as rice, beans, and cheaper vegetables. Even still, he is only able to feed the children twice a day—in the morning when they wake up, and then after they return from school.

Orphan’s Tear is helping to combat this crisis in 2 ways. The first is by immediately doubling their monthly support from about $400 to $800. The second is by helping the orphanage start a small chicken farm! The farm will not only provide the orphanage with needed protein from fresh chickens, but also bring in additional income from the sale of others in the market.

Thank you for traveling to Haiti with me, Jesse and Kayla via our blogs! On behalf of the 45 children in Haiti who are supported by Orphan’s Tear sponsors, thank you!


Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear


The chicken house is ready for the 200 little chicks arriving in July!


Lourdeme stole our hearts with her smile

Haiti Exposed

Haiti Trip, Blog 3

Dear Friends,

We’ve seen all kinds of poverty this week in Haiti: economic, political and spiritual. It’s not hidden, like in much of the US, but as if intentionally exposed for all to see.

For much of Haiti’s history the people have lived in a state of constant suffering. In more recent years the Duvalier’s, better known as rulers Papa Doc and Baby Doc, brought economic and spiritual havoc to this 200-plus-year-old nation. An estimated 30,000 Haitians were murdered under the reign of Papa Doc, and Baby Doc stole millions of dollars from the government for his own pleasure (his wedding, for example, cost nearly $3 million!). Then, after years of military rule, disease, pain and death, even more suffering rocked Haiti when the 7.0 magnitude earthquake struck in 2010.

Today Haiti is ranked as the 4th poorest country in the world, with roughly 6 out of 10 people living on less than $2.44 a day (the national poverty line), and Haiti is hands-down the poorest country in the Western Hemisphere.

Along with the political and economic unrest, the country is dominated by voodoo, a pagan religion, which seeks to sevi lwa (“serve the spirits”). Voodoo is centered around the worship of dead spirits. A darkness clings to the land of Haiti because of voodoo.

But we’ve also seen how the church in Haiti shines brightly through the darkness, and, also in contrast to our life in the US, their light is not “hidden under a basket.” In churches we saw a people who boldly rejoice in God whether pain lurks just around the corner—which they’ve come to expect from cradle to an often early grave—or is a constant companion. The people praise God more passionately than I have ever seen.

And most memorably, Haiti’s precious children brought laughter and love to our lives, even though they themselves have little to call their own in this world. Our Haitian brothers and sisters, both young and old, find their hope in their relationship with Christ. Because of their dependance on the Lord, they find joy in the midst of their suffering. That’s a lesson I’ll be packing in my bag to bring home with me.

For Christ and for the children,

Jesse Walker
Administrative Assistant for Orphan’s Tear


These young ladies loved having their photo taken


This young boy sat, content, among the rubble


Kayla enjoying time with two of the older orphans at Mt. Carmel

Fight the French!

Haiti Trip, Blog 2

Dear Friends,

I brought fellow coworker Jesse Walker (along with his wife, Kayla) with me to Haiti to teach him about the work of Orphan’s Tear firsthand. This was their first time overseas, and first exposure to poverty in the developing world. I appreciated their fresh eyes and prospectives as we traveled, and think you will too, so I asked Jesse to write two blogs about his experience. Below is his first one. I hope you enjoy it!

Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear


From Jesse:

Fight the French! Kayla (my wife) could not believe her ears. She had just returned from a much-needed restroom visit midway through a 3-1/2-hour Sunday church service—which I learned was pretty standard in Haiti—feeling very confused.

Pastor Geordany (also the director of Mt. Carmel Orphanage) had been preaching while a young man translated for us. His translation was not always clear, but when she heard Fight the French! Make war against the French! Do not let the French have a stronghold in your life, she began wondering what she had missed during her brief break.

Kayla eventually realized that Pastor Geordany was actually preaching about our need to fight the flesh, not the French, and the importance of living by the Spirit. That misunderstanding brought about much laughter later, and reminded us how easy it can be to misunderstand others who speak another language and live in a different culture!

Cultural and language barriers cannot block the love of Jesus Christ that brings us all together as one Body, however, and as we spent time with the children and other believers in Haiti, our lives were enriched and filled with joy. Even though we could not communicate well through words, we all felt the love of Christ through one another.


At left, me hanging out with Wisder, a little boy whose smile brought joy to us all; at right, Laurina found a new friend in Kayla

It truly was life changing to worship with our Haitian brothers and sisters in Christ and to witness their sincere passion and love for the Lord. Prayers lifted up to Him flood the air throughout the service, and the presence of God shines through the people’s faces. Even amidst some of the worst poverty in the world, they trust in God. What a pleasure it was to be with them.

For Christ and for the Children,

Jesse Walker
Administrative Assistant for Orphan’s Tear


Thessoit standing with her grandson, Gensly, and orphanage director, Widelson

A Divine Appointment in Haiti

God shows off His sovereignty on our first day

Dear Friends,

“I was sad that I had to bring him here, but I knew he would have a better life.” With those words Thessoit Belony, translated through Pastor Wildelson, the director of Mount Zion Orphanage in Port-au-Prince, Haiti, told me her story.

Mount Zion is a small orphanage crammed into a crowded sea of colorless, half-crumbling cement-block-and-rusty-tin homes on the southwest side of the city. You can see poverty everywhere. You can smell it.

Thessoit and her grandson were easy to spot when I arrived. The expressions on their faces told me something was wrong, especially the blank, fearful face of the 9-year-old boy at her side. His eyes were filled with apprehension as they scanned his new surroundings. Thessoit went on to explain that she and her husband had been caring for the boy, whose name was Gensly, since he was 2 years old when his parents had died, but because of their deepening poverty they could no longer do so.

I then took the occasion to explain to them about how we are reuniting families in Myanmar through Opportunity Loans. I told her that we would like to do the same for Thessoit and her family, and offered to make them a loan to start a small business so that they could provide for Gensly at their home—225 miles away—rather than be separated.

Here’s the awesome part: I was already planning to introduce the concept of kinship care to Pastor Widelson on this trip, but I didn’t expect God to provide such a timely example to help me convince him that it could work, nor had I expected such an opportunity to initiate our plans!

After listening intently, the grandmother began thanking the Lord for His mercy and, with raised hands, shouted “Hallelujah!” Later on I learned that she had originally planned to bring Gensly to the orphanage yesterday, but had been delayed one day. I think there was a divine plan in effect!

I’m so thankful to have met Gensly and his grandmother, as well as the opportunity to introduce the concept of kinship care to Pastor Widelson. Thanks for your prayers for our trip, and the support that makes caring for orphans possible.

This was just Day 1!


Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear

A few of the precious children living at Mount Zion Orphanage who we hope to eventually reunite with their families…


Three sweet girls from Mt. Carmel Orphanage in Haiti

Firefighting Astronaut

Dare to dream the impossible for orphaned children

Dear Friends,

What do you want to be when you grow up? is a familiar question to most of us. We often hear (or said) things like a firefighter so I can save lives or an astronaut so I can explore space. (Ask enough children and you’ll probably get one that says firefighting astronaut!) Almost always the answers are fanciful, or extend far beyond the likely reach of that child—or so we think.

Children are willing to dream the impossible, however. That’s one reason why Jesus commands us to have the faith of a child.

The orphaned children we support through Orphan’s Tear dream as well. They often come from very sad, dark situations, but they hope for brighter futures. They look beyond the realities that have been dealt to them, and they see a realm of possibility that seems impossible to many. Dreams that once may have been impossible become possible, however, and hopes that seemed unrealistic at one time become realized through the generosity of their sponsors.

When did we stop dreaming? I encourage you: dream again. Dream like these children for their hopes to become realities. Aspire to extend the love of Christ through any means possible. Live to bring hope to the “least of these.”

The following children from Orphan’s Tear-supported orphanages in Haiti have not stopped dreaming. Be encouraged to dream again as you look into their eyes and read of their child-like faith.


At left, Melina, whose father died in the January 12, 2010 earthquake, and her mother was too poor to be able to care for her, aspires to become a seamstress to make a better life for herself and her family; at center, Jude, whose parents died of tuberculosis, hopes to become a preacher one day so that he can tell others of his Heavenly Father’s love; at right, Edwige, whose parents died of unknown causes, wants to become a nurse so that she can help others

Dream with these children. Sponsor a child today at OrphansTear.org.

For the children,

Jesse Walker
Administrative Assistant for Orphan’s Tear


Chan Thang

Chan Thang Go Home!

God rescues a boy from…an orphanage

Dear Friends,

I wish orphan care ministry was always smiles, giggles and success, but it isn’t. Unfortunately, we sometimes find a “bad apple” orphanage director who isn’t honest with us, or due to some other ongoing, unbiblical behavior we must end their support. It grieves me deeply because I know it’s the children who suffer most from a director’s poor choices. Though we may discontinue our financial support of a particular orphanage, however, that doesn’t mean our prayer support for their kids should stop.

The director of Shalom Orphanage in Kalaymyo turned out to be one of those bad apples. But just two weeks ago God answered my prayers for the children of Shalom in an unexpected way—we met the parents of Chan Thang, one of the children living there, during a conference we held in a remote village. They told us their story—a very common one—about how they had to send their son to that orphanage due to their poverty.

We also brought good news to them and others in their village about how we could help families economically through Opportunity loans. For Chan’s parents, we’ve promised to loan them funds to purchase a milking cow to provide additional income—enough income that they will soon be able to bring their son home again! Chan hasn’t lived with his family since 2006.

Chan Thang represents one of 11 children from other orphanages that we’ve had problems with in the past, but whom will soon be reunited with their families. I’m so thankful that we can once again be involved with helping these precious children who deserve to be living with their families. Welcome home Chan!

For the children,


Elisabeth Walter
Director of Orphan’s Tear


We recently sent Joney Thawng Hup to Chin State to hold conferences for families who had children in orphanages. In his conference in Thanglang, the families present represented 54 children from 7 villages who were in orphanages due to poverty.

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